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23 March 2011 @ 02:24 pm
23 March 2011 @ 12:54 pm
What a long dream I had.
I think it first begun with me going out to my friend's place.
After which, we went to lan to play Audition.
The girl beside me played with me.
The audition game looked different from the real one.
And real money will be given to the ones in 1st to 3rd place.
I got 3rd place and I got $45. She got $107.
The funny thing was, it was the other people
who didn't get 1st to 3rd who were paying us.
I brought it home.
Most were 1 dollar coins.
There were weird China pieces of plates with numbers carved onto them.
It was the amount of money they were presenting.
There were also floor pieces that looked like jade.
My dad asked me to sell them for money.
And I did.
I went to an antique shop.
And I explored it, looking at all the smooth white vases, jades and ancient furnitures.
The place was huge too, and filled with big brown box in the middle, obstructing path.
Somehow, a girl came up to me.
A girl with short black hair, big eyes and a cute face.
She wore something that looked like a dress, black dress with 'tails' behind them.
In my dream, we made friends, and she showed me around.
Then I sold my pieces, and I got a huge sum of money.
However, something seemed wrong.
There were a lot of guys in sunglasses and black suits.
It felt like they were eyeing on me.
That girl took my hand and made me run.
We ran, far away, to someplace that seemed like a resort.
I stayed there, and she met up with her other friends.
They were not asians, they were westerners, wearing pyjamas.
They made me feel at home.
However, the room was weird.
The bed, was beside a huge pond-like area.
Anytime you fall off the bed, you'll be entering the pond, that looked deep.
The 'pond' occupied 3/4 the space of the room.
The room was quite big as well, as big as a 5 room flat.
Though, it wasn't just any ordinary water.
I peeked into the water, and it looked deep, you can't even see anything down there.
It was very dark, very very dark.
The room had dim lights too. Dim orange lights that only lighted up part of the room.
So, I saw a shark swimming in the 'pond' . A huge, shark.
There were other fishes too, but the shark was the one I spotted first.
It was massive, it was larger than me.
Weirdly, she and her friends wanted to get close to the marine animals.
They pushed the bed nearer and nearer to the pond.
All of us stood on the bed and fed or played with the fishes.
However, as soon as the shark has gotten close, we went to the other side of the bed.
Then, the other girls told me to stand on the bed and play with the shark.
They made my bed even closer than it normally was, and both sides of the bed's leg fell in.
I jumped out before the bed collapsed and fall into the water.
It was frightening.
A man with short blonde hair, black suit and sunglasses appeared out of thin air.
He went closer and closer, holding a gun in his hand.
The other girls suddenly turned hysterical.
My friend looked at me nervously.
In an instant, all of the pieces fitted together.
I felt that I had fallen into a trap, and all of these were planned.
The man turned into a shark right before my eyes.
Oh my, shape-shifting?!
Then the girls laughed , giggled, went crazy.
The shark shifted from its form to man again, and again and again repeatedly,
coming closer and closer each time.
The friend I made took my hand and we ran, and ran and ran.
And I woke up after that.
Lying in my bed, trying to figure out what it was about.And then I thought, last time it was a dolphin, this time it was a shark.Do I have something going on with marine animals?
Anyway, I'm sorry I didn't use much descriptive words now.
I'm a bit lazy already. :/
now. Am
Two people.
Weird dreams.
16 March 2011 @ 12:02 pm
Hey, I had a horror dream marathon.
It was about ghosts, and I wasn't really that scared.
It felt more like watching a ghost movie with different storyline.
The scene kept changing and changing, it was a bit twisted too.
The dream begun where I found myself in a school compound,
however, it was not a school I recognised.
My family and relatives were staying with me, perhaps a few friends too.
We were having an overnight at the school compound.
It could be an army camp place or something,
because there were loads and loads of
double decker beds.
Well, the night was silent and dark. It gave a creepy eerie feeling.
The crickets were sounding, but it was soft.
The moon was crescent, and it hung up high and bright.
Moonlight shone into the room through the window.
Pale translucent coloured curtains danced with the zephyr.
On the cold, polished cemented floor, me and two other guys sat down,
nearer to the ancient wooden door and played cards, probably poker as I recalled.
The room wasn't that big, it was only enough for a double decker bed and a single bed
to sit in at a corner, and there was nothing else in the room. Yes, it was that empty.
In my dream, I had a feeling that I couldn't let other people see the two guys.
Well, I had no idea why, probably it was restricted I guess.I had a feeling they
weren't my cousins, so they could be my friends. There, I sensed that someone
came.I heard foot steps walking towards this room, slowly. I got up to my feet
and went to wait at the door, carefully holding the door to an angle where they
couldn't be seen. I was expecting my aunt, although I didn't
know who was walking here. She carried an oil lamp and sort of limped-walked here.
The reason why she was limping was because she was born like that, with one leg
slightly shorter than the other. However, the corridor was extremely cold, deserted
and empty too. It was pretty dark, you can't exactly see anything further than 10 metres.
The lights were on, but it was dim, some were flickering too.
I assured her that I was alone and there was nobody inside.
She didn't buy my story that fast though. I didn't let her in as well,
and told her that I'm already tired. Yes, it was a lie.
Why am I lying in my dream? I blocked her when she tried to come in,
until she gave up and went along. Slowly, I saw her back and the light fading away
as she walked,continuing to the other rooms, patrolling. Well, it was not because
she's a ghost, it was more like you really can't see
anything further than 10 metres at that corridor.
I went back to play with them, and for a while later, I sensed another
person coming. Initially I sensed that it was my mother, and yes ,it really
was. She only came to look , but the expression on her face was a bit,
a tad too horrifying..She didn't just look, it was more like a stare,
a glare, the big eyed kinds. Well, she didn't say anything, any words and
she just went along. The next moment, I sensed someone else coming,
it was a very subtle presence. It was a presence of my uncle, the one wedded
to my aunt. The presence of my late uncle.....
I was expecting my uncle to come here, right by my door, so I stood
here waiting. The person walked, and stopped about 1 metre from
my door. I waited. The person didn't come. I was a curious, so I allowed my
stuck my head out from the room and looked to the left. At first, what I
saw was a shadow casted on the floor. A long shadow of the legs,
and a chair. I thought it was because the person was tall. Then I slowly
followed the shadow up to the person's legs. There, I saw a chair in
front of it, a red chair. Yes, I saw the legs. It wasn't wearing any shoes.
The pyjamas it was wearing was the same pyjamas my uncle always
wear to sleep. His legs were long, so I still followed. Weirdly. At the hips,
there were no torso. I looked up. No head, no arms. Just the legs. Well, yes,
I was freaked out. What was anti-climax was that the scene changed.
I was outside, and the sky was purely blue. The clouds, oh so fluffy,
floating and hanging around the sun. With the bright, lush green grass,
the scene was beautiful. The trees were tall and massive, and the grass
were long. I went to a slope with the two guys, and we saw a pond-like area.
I have no idea why, but I went in.
floating and hanging around the sun. With the bright, lush green grass,
the scene was beautiful. The trees were tall and massive, and the grass
were long. I went to a slope with the two guys, and we saw a pond-like area.
I have no idea why, but I went in.
The guys weren't going in. Inside, I saw a dolphin. Yes, a dolphin.
The dolphin was beautiful, it swam around freely in calm waters.
It was a mysterious feeling, the moment I let my entire body go into the water.
I felt that I was in the ocean, I couldn't see any sea bed, just dark abyss.
And yet the carefree dolphin swam in the ocean blue sea-like water.
I followed it. And yes, in my dreams I swam.
Then it disappeared. And I saw the legs. I got up from the water,
I quickly ran to the slope and I found no
one there. The entire place was dark again, it was like everything
happened in an instant. All the happy
feelings were gone, the peaceful feelings I had.
The scene changed again. This time, I was bedded in the hospital.
The hospital, although with other
people in the same ward as me, looked pretty scary.
The entire room looked red. The sky, was coloured a
blood red. I couldn't move. I was stuck on the bed.
A nurse came in, quietly. Everyone else was asleep. The
two guys were in the ward too, I was in the middle of them two.
The nurse came and attended to me. I didn't
see the face at first, so I thought nothing of it. I pretended to sleep,
and in my dreams, I fell asleep. When I woke up, I saw the nurse standing there.
She was wearing the nurse uniform, the uniform of the old 1800s
kind. The pure white ones that aren't being used in the present.
Carrying with her a clipboard, writing
something with a pen. She looked up at me, and I was horrified.
Her face, so pale, as white as sheet, her
eyes, hollow. Her face, thinned out to a V shape,
and her wavy hair falling over her shoulders.
She looked like she was dried out. Seriously,
dry and flaky or something. Like an old woman.
And there, I woke up from my dream.
I stared into the dark spot where I hid my head underneath the
pillows. My heart was thumping, hard.I felt a presence beside me,
lying , facing my back. I was sleeping on
my left, and I felt her behind my back. My heart thumped harder,
and harder, like a bullet train. After staying
still for a while, she was gone. I got up and washed my face
What a weird experience. I guess I was just paranoid about the dream?
The hospital, although with other
people in the same ward as me, looked pretty scary.
The entire room looked red. The sky, was coloured a
blood red. I couldn't move. I was stuck on the bed.
A nurse came in, quietly. Everyone else was asleep. The
two guys were in the ward too, I was in the middle of them two.
The nurse came and attended to me. I didn't
see the face at first, so I thought nothing of it. I pretended to sleep,
and in my dreams, I fell asleep. When I woke up, I saw the nurse standing there.
She was wearing the nurse uniform, the uniform of the old 1800s
kind. The pure white ones that aren't being used in the present.
Carrying with her a clipboard, writing
something with a pen. She looked up at me, and I was horrified.
Her face, so pale, as white as sheet, her
eyes, hollow. Her face, thinned out to a V shape,
and her wavy hair falling over her shoulders.
She looked like she was dried out. Seriously,
dry and flaky or something. Like an old woman.
And there, I woke up from my dream.
I stared into the dark spot where I hid my head underneath the
pillows. My heart was thumping, hard.I felt a presence beside me,
lying , facing my back. I was sleeping on
my left, and I felt her behind my back. My heart thumped harder,
and harder, like a bullet train. After staying
still for a while, she was gone. I got up and washed my face
What a weird experience. I guess I was just paranoid about the dream?
13 March 2011 @ 06:00 am
Hey, I went out with Jovian and Denise on Sunday after my church :D
Before that I went out with Jaclyn after church ended.
We walked around, we talked and we bought clothes and marshmallow from Hershey's.
It was cool, it was fun <:
Afterwards, I met Jovian first, then Denise at TM.
We went to Kopitiam at TM and watched Denise eat :x
We slacked and talked and played games w Jovian's iphone
And I took photos of them w/o them knowing :x
Hahas cool !
We went to watch Gnomeo and Juliet.
It was pretty cute and nice, more towards cartoon I guess.
The story was not that bad :D
We went to see rabbits later on in T1 and went to the Disney shop.
Went home after that >:
Oh well.
An enjoyable day indeed :D
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Went out with a friend on Monday.
We went to catch Red Riding Hood and went home.
It was, a silent outing. Hahas.
Oh well. I went home, then decided to go out again.
So I went to meet another friend at Bugis and we talked.
I'm not trying to brag, but when you talk to me, you don't notice the time much :D
We talked till 9pm+ !
Well. I'm just going to stay at home for the next few days,
since my Dad don't like it that I keep going out.
Oh well. It's a holiday, if I'm staying at home,
then won't I be rotting here and so on?
Before that I went out with Jaclyn after church ended.
We walked around, we talked and we bought clothes and marshmallow from Hershey's.
It was cool, it was fun <:
Afterwards, I met Jovian first, then Denise at TM.
We went to Kopitiam at TM and watched Denise eat :x
We slacked and talked and played games w Jovian's iphone
And I took photos of them w/o them knowing :x
Hahas cool !
We went to watch Gnomeo and Juliet.
It was pretty cute and nice, more towards cartoon I guess.
The story was not that bad :D
We went to see rabbits later on in T1 and went to the Disney shop.
Went home after that >:
Oh well.
An enjoyable day indeed :D
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Went out with a friend on Monday.
We went to catch Red Riding Hood and went home.
It was, a silent outing. Hahas.
Oh well. I went home, then decided to go out again.
So I went to meet another friend at Bugis and we talked.
I'm not trying to brag, but when you talk to me, you don't notice the time much :D
We talked till 9pm+ !
Well. I'm just going to stay at home for the next few days,
since my Dad don't like it that I keep going out.
Oh well. It's a holiday, if I'm staying at home,
then won't I be rotting here and so on?
09 March 2011 @ 10:09 pm
Wash away this pain,
Oh ,wash it away with the rain.
Let the sun shine and
Let me melt like an ice,
Let me flow with the stream,
Flowing freely.
Let me evaporate into thin air and set me free.
Away from this world I go,
away from everything I know.
Away from the people, the crowd, the facades,
Away, free from you, baby.
Won't you grant me this wish,
Won't you just grant me this dear wish?
Oh ,wash it away with the rain.
Let the sun shine and
Let me melt like an ice,
Let me flow with the stream,
Flowing freely.
Let me evaporate into thin air and set me free.
Away from this world I go,
away from everything I know.
Away from the people, the crowd, the facades,
Away, free from you, baby.
Won't you grant me this wish,
Won't you just grant me this dear wish?
09 March 2011 @ 08:26 pm
Hello !
Today I went out with a friend.
We went to watch My Ex, a Thai horror movie.
It was cool.
While waiting for the movie to start, we loitered all the malls.
I guess we walked for quite some time, the malls, for a number of times also.
Talked and talked.
Finally settled down at CS, at the seats and talked about ghost stories.
After the movie ended, we also loitered the mall, then went to buy myself sushi.
I ate the sushi near the school, and I saw my junior.
We continued talking about ghost stories hahas.
This afternoon, I saw Qi Wei HAHA!
Ah, when I was in the bus, I saw Jovian.
Coincidence much!
Today I went out with a friend.
We went to watch My Ex, a Thai horror movie.
It was cool.
While waiting for the movie to start, we loitered all the malls.
I guess we walked for quite some time, the malls, for a number of times also.
Talked and talked.
Finally settled down at CS, at the seats and talked about ghost stories.
After the movie ended, we also loitered the mall, then went to buy myself sushi.
I ate the sushi near the school, and I saw my junior.
We continued talking about ghost stories hahas.
This afternoon, I saw Qi Wei HAHA!
Ah, when I was in the bus, I saw Jovian.
Coincidence much!
04 March 2011 @ 12:02 pm
Hey.
Yesterday I worked for full shift O:
I was moody yesterday, and I had no appetite, so I didn't eat.
I didn't eat until 5.30pm LOL.
Thanks for the care and concerns.
Yesterday's full shift was a bit....
I was pissed, I was happy, and so on.
If you have something to ask, please ask nicely <:
Don't fucking order me around with that kind of tone.
Thank you.
And don't freaking annoy me.
If smiling at me everytime is your new way of disturbing me,
then forget it, just pretend I don't exist.
Sarcastic man.
Ah, I'm tired, tired.
Shall manga :/
Yesterday I worked for full shift O:
I was moody yesterday, and I had no appetite, so I didn't eat.
I didn't eat until 5.30pm LOL.
Thanks for the care and concerns.
Yesterday's full shift was a bit....
I was pissed, I was happy, and so on.
If you have something to ask, please ask nicely <:
Don't fucking order me around with that kind of tone.
Thank you.
And don't freaking annoy me.
If smiling at me everytime is your new way of disturbing me,
then forget it, just pretend I don't exist.
Sarcastic man.
Ah, I'm tired, tired.
Shall manga :/
02 March 2011 @ 12:57 pm
Hell.
Fuck, everything's going wrong.
Submitted my enrolment forms via post and what-so-ever already.
Online, I ticked to use CPF.
Offline, I filled up PSEA, Giro and paid with the Fee-slip already.
So messed up please.
CPF application for Education scheme was freaking rejected.
I'm gonna have some problems awaiting for me when I start school.
Ate breakfast with Dad.
Okay, not really.
He only drank coffee at mac while I ate harsh brown and drank green tea.
And he was only there to help with the CPF enquires,
the Giro and other thingy.
Just happy that I posted the damn letters.
Hope I put it into the correct coloured one though...
Oh well. Got work later. Really don't feel like going.
Yeah, I think I got sick of it.
Yes, I just dread working now, dread doing things.
Lose interest in things that I've done for a long period of time.
Though there are many, myriad of great people there,
I don't like some people there too.
Nowadays I've been at home, just slacking.
Enjoying my holidays, rotting and stoning, I think.
Going to arrange to go out with Jennifer soon!
And of course, with my darling AHJIE :D
Yup, my pocket's gonna burn a hole down.
A few days ago went out with Fish & Co members for an outing!
Watched the movie called Unknown.
It was sort of okay, not too bad.
Took some pictures, though not a lot just hope that none are unglams.
Oh well. It was fun, sort of.
I feel kind of disturbed though, by someone.
Bored. bored bored bored.
I guess I'll just watch some shows online.
Medical check up's on the 7th of March.
Yay, my senior is going to CHINA and bringing me back a souvenir :D
Nothing else much, I guess.
Shall prepare for work later at around 4.30pm.
Working at 6pm.
Fuck, everything's going wrong.
Submitted my enrolment forms via post and what-so-ever already.
Online, I ticked to use CPF.
Offline, I filled up PSEA, Giro and paid with the Fee-slip already.
So messed up please.
CPF application for Education scheme was freaking rejected.
I'm gonna have some problems awaiting for me when I start school.
Ate breakfast with Dad.
Okay, not really.
He only drank coffee at mac while I ate harsh brown and drank green tea.
And he was only there to help with the CPF enquires,
the Giro and other thingy.
Just happy that I posted the damn letters.
Hope I put it into the correct coloured one though...
Oh well. Got work later. Really don't feel like going.
Yeah, I think I got sick of it.
Yes, I just dread working now, dread doing things.
Lose interest in things that I've done for a long period of time.
Though there are many, myriad of great people there,
I don't like some people there too.
Nowadays I've been at home, just slacking.
Enjoying my holidays, rotting and stoning, I think.
Going to arrange to go out with Jennifer soon!
And of course, with my darling AHJIE :D
Yup, my pocket's gonna burn a hole down.
A few days ago went out with Fish & Co members for an outing!
Watched the movie called Unknown.
It was sort of okay, not too bad.
Took some pictures, though not a lot just hope that none are unglams.
Oh well. It was fun, sort of.
I feel kind of disturbed though, by someone.
Bored. bored bored bored.
I guess I'll just watch some shows online.
Medical check up's on the 7th of March.
Yay, my senior is going to CHINA and bringing me back a souvenir :D
Nothing else much, I guess.
Shall prepare for work later at around 4.30pm.
Working at 6pm.
23 February 2011 @ 09:04 pm
Hello.
Yesterday I went for X-ray >:
My backbone curved!
I'm going to visit Changi General Hospital on 30th March to do more check ups.
Hope nothing goes wrong O: Seriously.
Pray for me too :D
Xiao Na came back yesterday!
She gave me a cute souvenir haha!
Although it's cute, it's not something I'll wear around...
And I worked yesterday.
Not busy, not many customers.
I love it.
Okay, so.
I saw some nice accessories online!
I like it a lot a lot, but I don't think I'll buy it :/
Oh well.
It's hard to sit up straight and stand up straight all day >:
Back to anime, manga and so on.
I seem to have no life :/
Yesterday I went for X-ray >:
My backbone curved!
I'm going to visit Changi General Hospital on 30th March to do more check ups.
Hope nothing goes wrong O: Seriously.
Pray for me too :D
Xiao Na came back yesterday!
She gave me a cute souvenir haha!
Although it's cute, it's not something I'll wear around...
And I worked yesterday.
Not busy, not many customers.
I love it.
Okay, so.
I saw some nice accessories online!
I like it a lot a lot, but I don't think I'll buy it :/
Oh well.
It's hard to sit up straight and stand up straight all day >:
Back to anime, manga and so on.
I seem to have no life :/
21 February 2011 @ 05:13 pm
Went to the polyclinic just now.
I went there too late.
I was going to have them check up on my left lower rib.
It was protruding out more before and after O levels, it's not that protruding now.
But just to make sure, you know...
There were some problems with it, like....
If I walk too fast or for too long, it hurts around that area.
Sometimes it feels very uncomfortable to sleep on my back with it.
My left arm feels like the bone moved when I swing it in circular motion.
Sometimes it's hard to breathe.
It feels very weird when I sit up straight, like I'm leaning to the left or something.
I am afraid it'll cause or be more serious in the future,
and yes, it's kind of late to see the doctor now, after like, 3 to 4 months.
I went there too late.
I was going to have them check up on my left lower rib.
It was protruding out more before and after O levels, it's not that protruding now.
But just to make sure, you know...
There were some problems with it, like....
If I walk too fast or for too long, it hurts around that area.
Sometimes it feels very uncomfortable to sleep on my back with it.
My left arm feels like the bone moved when I swing it in circular motion.
Sometimes it's hard to breathe.
It feels very weird when I sit up straight, like I'm leaning to the left or something.
I am afraid it'll cause or be more serious in the future,
and yes, it's kind of late to see the doctor now, after like, 3 to 4 months.
